Once Upon a Rabbit

AFK

2011-12-19T07:19:00.000-08:00

Every time I try to fly , I fall

Tell me where the rainbow is
The images of our memories, as I'm swinging on the swing, the dream starts to be not sweet

I hold my feelings very far back, I work hard wanting to get the past back

Am I the only one who feel this way?

AFK ; [A]way [F]rom [K]eyboard

I'm going for vacation with my family at ~~Bandung~~ for 4 days and 3 night. I'll be back on 24th of December.

Another rainy day. I spent my time sat in my room, wondered, with company of songs because I don't want too hear the sounds of thunder.

To make long story short, I've got nothing to do and there's nothing special incident occurred on today.

Mata aishita ,

I'm not used to live my life without you beside me.

Climb & Fall

2011-12-18T05:41:00.000-08:00

I'm not afraid to fall in love,

I'm just afraid to fall for something I thought was love.

Can't fall asleep lately because I haven't seen your smile. I miss you, I miss you so bad. Is there a problem? No matter how near you're, I can't hold into it.
Is there a mask for me?
You want to go away, I know it is very easy, but could you still give me back my love & hope?

Why is the sky look so calm?
And we'll just pretend I understood at the end.

My dad and I went to his orchard to collect some rambutans. So don't be shock when I go back home my skins covered with bite-mark from mosquitoes and ants. I kind proud of myself because these are prove that I can survive in "these" battlefield, maybe.
On the way from there, my dad suddenly bring up politics issue. He just tell what's his point of view in politics field. As his daughter I'll just lend my ear.
The most interesting part is, I'm the one who climb the tree and I'm glad there are no monkeys. You need to argue with those monkeys just from taking back what is yours. I'm not kidding. Yeah, I know your not even laughing.

All rambutans taste nicer this time maybe it's because after the rain so all worth it. You see what I meant from "proud of myself"?

Thank you for everything.
Forgive me ; my weakness.

I did my best, but I'm not perfect.

Candle

2011-12-17T06:52:00.000-08:00

It is better to light a candle than curse the darkness

I was listening to Justin Bieber-Stuck in the moment & Taylor Swift-Haunted yesterday. Every time I listened to it makes me remind of us. Unfortunately, a sudden blackout. My mind full of thought that makes me goosebumps and it stink. Lucky my two beloved kitty come up to my room and keep me company #relief. After few minutes, my dad light up candles, I can't stand felt unease alone in my room so I went downstairs and wait till condition turned back to normal instead.

Today I bring my 13day old kittens, for a check up. Something happened at their umbilical cord area. It's getting swollen everyday. The veterinarian says that must be I had touched it with my bare hands. It can't be helped since my cat doesn't want to eat afterbirth so I have no choice but to cut it off. Somehow, another kindle of kittens that I used the same method seems fine so I assume that maybe it's just where my cat placing her kittens. I'm glad it's not something serious. I really hope that you guys will stay healthy and keep me company (: I heart you guys.

I know, Allah is always watching over me.

You too, will always in my heart ne?

Colourful?

2011-12-16T01:31:00.000-08:00

Life is like plain fabric as we're the one whom specify what colour it would be like.

Hisashiburi ne? I didn't have much time to spend on writing , but I'll try to keep on update my bloggie :B

First of all , let me get something straight ; this is NOT a diary. If you think I'm going to write "diary this" and "diary that" in here or whatever , you're crazy. The only reason I want to do this is because I figure out that maybe I could share some story. Like I said, this is not a diary but for now I'm stuck with "these" feelings.

I never thought that I would fall in love for the first time. It's started in early 15 year old. In the universe, there are things that are known, and things that are unknown, and in between, there are walls. There's no words can describe how I feel about you. I'm truly grateful that we're still together even now thou we never know what's going to happen ahead of us. I'll never dump you , so don't dump me either. If anything ever happens , I know , we did our best and the result is in Allah's hand. Thank you Allah , I'll treasure the "gift" You gave to me and please , I really wish we could be together to Your Heaven. InsyaAllah.

You know, you're the one that I want to keep all by myself.
The moment you stole my heart ; "please take care of it carefully, it's fragile ):" - "once I stole your heart, I won't give it back (:"
You made my fabric nicely colourful , I like that (x

Someone

2011-11-02T02:40:00.000-07:00

Love me, Love me not..

When there's a live, then there's a love. Love can be found everywhere above the sky ; under the sea , on top of the mountain. Besides, living as human being, surely would felt empty without love ; day & night seems gloomy.I'm searching for my true love ; a love that can never be replace. I thanked Allah for sending you in my life wich is made every single of my day seems perfect.I swear to Allah that I wouldn't leave her for all the things she had done for me ; all the love she gave , sacrifices that she made & the burden that she take.This is the only things that I wanted ; the only love that I searching for all this time,thou in the end, she would cried because of the mistake that I've done.No matter what,she'll still love me.The love that she gave, had taught me how to be a better man in comming days. Thanks baby, for giving me your trustiness that would keep our love everlasting.

By MY BELOVED PRINCE Naim (;